Saturday, June 26, 2010
Hmm.
It seems that for the larger part of my life, I've been trying to find someone who needs me.
Kinda dumb, really. Especially since it never really works.
I'll usually find someone who finds me convenient to have around for a while. At that time there'll be a kind of happiness. For some reason I'm happy whenever I feel needed.
But then inevitably, I slowly start to take more than I give. And then I'm not quite so convenient to have around anymore. Makes sense, really. I've really inconvenienced some people, hurt them even. Then things start to break apart.
And then I wander around and find someone else to latch on to and suck all the happiness out of. Yay me.
After all this time, I'm not sure if I really have anything worth being proud of. There are probably some things, but I just can't remember them at the moment.
express yourself {9:14 PM}
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
As always, I have yet to learn when it is time for me to leave.
express yourself {7:53 AM}
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Whether or not it's my fault, it still hurts. Hurts a lot..
express yourself {9:10 PM}
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Ooh. Apparently people read my blog :D
Shona says I don't have a killer expression. I'm doubtful, partly since it's not like she's seen me recently. Sorry. :P
It's a long weekend! No school tomorrow for me cos of Chinese exams. Good luck to whoever's taking those...
So yesterday my father got pissed again cos I'm playing too much.
Admittedly I'm probably playing too much, but he said I should only play two hours a day on weekends. I think that includes msn and other random stuff. Ahhhh. ):
Well, he's been a bit cranky cos of extended family stuff. But apparently it's been more or less resolved now ._.
Today my parents were going out for lunch and as usual, my father tried to persuade me to go along. As usual, I declined.
Then my mother comes in and says 'Eh show us how you make the bear wave!'
She's referring to the beige coloured one that I got as a present a year ago.
Me: 'What? o_o'
'Last time I saw you make the bear wave, come show us'
Me: "Errr... dowan"
'Faster show us lah.'
Me: "You mean you don't know how to make the bear wave meh ._."
Father: "Aiya who don't know, just hold the arm and do this" -he demonstrates-
Mother: "Different, the way he do very cute. Faster show us."
Me: ".... Byebye." (shoo please what the heck ) >_>
So they left.
Okay that was pointless xD I need to improve my storytelling skills.
Parent teacher meeting seemed to go fine, the teachers apparently didn't complain about me. Yay =P
Okay, time to study harder.
express yourself {9:04 PM}
Friday, October 30, 2009
So right, I need to take myself less seriously :P
I mean, it's kind of hard to make friends when usually when i look at people i don't know i have this expression that I want to kill them.
Or something like that. >< I don't know what I usually look like.
But ehhh I don't know how to look more relaxed all the time. Like, normal and smiley like other people! Clearly I should buy a book that teaches me how to do so (:
So contrary to my highly sekrit belief, I do not look extremely cool when I have my stone face on (hahaha)
Okay I don't know what brought that on. Ignore it >_>
Also, it's always very strange when you hear your voice on video. I was like 'wait do i sound like that' and Rama was like 'yeah, all the time'
How depressing xD
Today someone decided to lock the LT2 doors from the outside so that we had to go out from the top. How random.
I need to improve my studies!
I also need to get motivation to improve my studies.
I also need to get a source of motivation for studies.
Uhhh.
Maybe tofu. :D
Had to miss training on wed. Stuff at home's getting strange.
Oh hey now there's a tab on blogger called Monetise. How interesting, I shall go take a look later :P
Did I mention that knowing a name is really important?
Miss Kwok wrote everyone in class like short note thingies.
I'll quote what was written on mine...
"What you think or perceive is your strength may be your vital flaw. Be careful not to bear the weight of other people's burdens all by yourself ya. Give yourself an outlet to let go."
The first sentence is an interesting insight, I'll consider it. But I think she was kind of off on the second. Which is understandable since she's only taught us a few months. Or is that just the impression I give? o_o
Thanks anyway Miss Kwok :)
And it's Pauline's birthday today! Happy birthday Pauline! xD
Aye.
express yourself {8:17 PM}
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
Promos are over!
Smiles are nice.
Goddamn daoists.
Yay!
express yourself {8:36 PM}
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Two ex-classmates contacted me today! It was kinda nice to know that I can still talk to them, even though we haven't seen each other for so long :)
Which reminds me, I've been neglecting people. Ahh. D:
I shall go support the concert yay!
express yourself {10:10 PM}
