Saturday, June 26, 2010
Hmm.
It seems that for the larger part of my life, I've been trying to find someone who needs me.
Kinda dumb, really. Especially since it never really works.
I'll usually find someone who finds me convenient to have around for a while. At that time there'll be a kind of happiness. For some reason I'm happy whenever I feel needed.
But then inevitably, I slowly start to take more than I give. And then I'm not quite so convenient to have around anymore. Makes sense, really. I've really inconvenienced some people, hurt them even. Then things start to break apart.
And then I wander around and find someone else to latch on to and suck all the happiness out of. Yay me.
After all this time, I'm not sure if I really have anything worth being proud of. There are probably some things, but I just can't remember them at the moment.
express yourself {9:14 PM}
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
As always, I have yet to learn when it is time for me to leave.
express yourself {7:53 AM}
