Thursday, May 31, 2007
boo...
don't want to talk to me then just... say ><
express yourself {10:04 PM}
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Mm, well.
I have a lot of late work. It's going to make a significant impact on my marks.
Recently i handed up an SS assignment late.
Late enough to deduct 100% of my marks.
But i was ill and absent for a day or so during that period, but that's not a very good excuse. I could've handed it up after that.
Anyway, the the teacher gave me a choice whether i wanted to deduct 50% or 100%.
After much deliberation, i told him 100%. The assignment constitues 20% of the CA marks.
Well. I did deserve it.
Stupidly, the only significant regret i have of making this decision is that it might lower my marks to an extent that my grades would deprove to the point where I would be unable to court and marry a certain girl =P
Yes, it's very strange to be thinking about that now. But for the past few days, i have.
But then of course, i realised that even with good grades, i'd never marry her anyway, because
1. I don't think I'll ever tell her how I feel about her
2. She wouldn't care even if I did
3. If she cared, it would be because I was a freaky stalker and she wanted to run away
meh =/
express yourself {9:03 PM}
Friday, May 18, 2007
meh, what can i say?
i'm declining.
i guess i can say that.
i still don't know what i'm doing, i just stopped thinking about it so much.
actually sometimes i realise what i'm doing, but i'm too selfish to stop doing it. now somebody will have to pay =/
mm, it's been like half a year, i should be getting over it already. i'm really not that much worse off after that happened. once i got used to it, that is. it's just something that i miss.
ahh and that one's been like two and a half years, i think i got over the worst of it but unfortunately what's left is still pretty strong. hmm.
really quite strong... once a day, at least.
oh, and i decided i think i want to get a higher gpa. like, 0.6 higher. haha.
not overall, just the second semester.
i'd also like a PS3, an Xbox360, a Wii, a PSP and (blank). all unrealistic.
that's alright, i plan to (blank) when i start feeling the results of my teenage efforts. unless... i got the blank i wanted. maybe not, then.
i like blanks. white words can be read so easily.
express yourself {8:49 PM}
