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Friday, August 19, 2005

Im torn...
I dont know whether to quit my CCA. I'm SCARED of the training. Getting thrown on the mats, having to get up knowing that in another few seconds you'll hit the floor again...it sucks.

But I dont want to disappoint my coach, my teammates, my teacher-in-charge, and a lot of other people. I want to fight in the competition next year against Hwa Chong (and trash them eheheheheheh) but I'm not willing to train. Is that stupid or what. I want to win but don't even want to train. Way impossible to win...
Damn.

Change subject :DD
Prefect election for RI starts today! The first phase is nomination. Who should I sabo from my own batch? -evil-

Some people said they wanted to nominate me. I hope they were joking.
Oh yeah. Students can nominate themselves >_> but they need the backing of a teacher, prefect or CCAL!

express yourself {9:53 PM}

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

hihi=)
i'm in comm studs now
the official slacking period -grin-
lalala back to the alien in my brain
which is to say my concious mind:D
blahs
erik is feeling bored now><
i shall write in red to differ myself from erik
although logically we are one person><
weird-ness
back to erik
hmmms alien in my brain+me=Erika!!okay...
really bored><

express yourself {11:28 AM}

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Everyone is so sad nowadays. Like everything seems to be going wrong, ya? So I thought I ought to say this...
I've been undergoing pressure for um I dont know, about half a year. Everyday coming back home at 8.30 from grueling CCA training, and then my mom will tell me to go and learn everything from my brother's old Secondary two math books. Why am I not as hardworking as he was?? She always asks this. Maybe it was because in his time his only CCA training was on a Saturday.
And so on, but I didnt post this to talk about how troubled I am, its just that I believe that when I am troubled.. when YOU are troubled, you should tell others about your feelings. Does anyone who's reading this not feel better after sharing their tears with others?
And I've been talking to some people and getting to know them better lately. My fwiendz. (:
Everyone is feeling sad. So everyone should cheer each other up ;) Special mention of this example goes to this special friend i have... :D

I'm going to fail RE and stay back in Sec 1! >< ><

express yourself {2:20 PM}